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Poetry has nurtured me and been a vital form of release for as long as I can remember.

Forever I have had books and scraps of paper next to my bedside, damp from tears of confusion and loneliness over my parent's divorce and questions about my place in the world.

As a teen, my step-mother read private letters to my friends and poems hidden in the back of my closet. She demanded my Father force me to write a letter of apology to her, including all of the commandments my words had broken. I tearfully refused. My sister, Jodi,  away at collage, heard about what happened.

For Christmas 1989 Jodi gave me my first cloth covered journal and inscribed on the inside:

your words are beautiful and matter

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My hope is that these images and words will  offer amity, spark compassion, and help shift the dialogue



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be the change- uplift the hope

Melanie McMullin

shift the dialogue

i sit in my car 

watching the rain

i cross out

laundry

return baskets

buy milk

missing from my list is

explode

breathe

hear your faults in their tiny voices

if you saw my eyes

could you capture

the depth of my urgency

the despondency in my soul

the truth beneath the inevitable lies

 on the screen tonight

i will acknowledge

your joy, your pain, your dreams

i will assume to know

 

 is it possible

for the exchange of loaded words

to be enough to share

this burden of bliss

 

i want

my light, my love, my words, and images

to synchronously signal 

my gigantic yet gentle purpose

 

it is never too late

to shift the dialogue

 

i will crack open

and activate compassion

expose the shadows and

find a way in

for us all

 

weathered and worthy